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but you control it?

Most of the time.

I didn't once and a lot of people got hurt. And now I'm mad at myself for that.
It's a neverending cycle of wanting to rip out eyeballs. Sometimes my own.

i wouldn't do that
i don't know your healing factor
but even that's tough for me.

I don't think I have any healing factor.

Sorry, that sounds very depressing. I just find the idea of "bouncing back" to feel so... false. It's so easy to do in the movies.

why do you find it false?

Because I feel like every time you bounce back, something else hits.

One day you want to rip out someone's eyes. The next, break someone's finger.
Using what you felt as an example. I feel like this is making me appear very violent.

i've known more violent people
but even if i didn't have a healing factor
that would still happen
i could still get piled on

So, did you rip anyone's eyes out? Are you texting me from jail?

I could bail you out for the price of an apple if you were.

no, katherine stopped
i did dislocate someone's shoulder

Did it make the rage go away?

i don't feel that way anymore
but it kept going then

At least it's gone now. I supposed that's all that matters.

always a chance it comes back
especially with me

Because of your vampirism?

[ is she allowed to say that? is this a "you-know-who" situation? ]

yeah, something like that
i'm a little more prone to things than some others.

Why is that?

i can sometimes have a bad reaction to what vampires need to live.

Is that unique to you?

no.

but it's not all that common either.
it's just something i have to be careful of.

So you are like a caffeine addict.

[ be grateful she didn't go with an alcoholic. it's so overdone when it comes to stefan, isn't it? ]

You need to be careful with your coffee intake. So you drink water instead?